i have always been a very transparent person. if something is bugging me 90% of the people that i know will know that something it up. it’s really difficult for me to hide my emotions.
it’s a blessing/curse. if i’m in a good mood it’s almost infectious, when i am upset it’s readable all over my face and even if i don’t wanna talk about it, it’s easy to get it out of me. i trust a lot of people because i wanna believe that no one will screw me over.
unfortunately, i need to learn how to leave my emotions at the door for my job/future job. i have a feeling that my trust will be abused and i will be betrayed in the future. i need to be careful of who i trust and who i tell things to.
i am going to suck so badly at work politics later in life.
