| d e e j |

so i’m officially dating my first ever boyfriend again. it’s crazy. it’s such a whirlwind that i haven’t even had time to sit down and just let it all sink in. i sit in his car with him sometimes look over and CANNOT believe that it’s him staring back at me. like how did this happen after 13 years? how did we find each other again?

how times has the timing been wrong? how many times have i thought about him? now the timing is better, and we are going to give his a legit shot. it’s nerve wrecking sometimes.

i re-met the parents last week. they freaking LOVED me. it was comfortable. his parents are adorable. jordan said that i blew them out of the park, i’m glad cuz i was so scared.

there is a part of me that is scared that i am in love with an idea. in love with a fairytale ending. i’ll just have to see how i feel once this is all settles.