December 2009
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21) my compliments on genuine.
listen, i won’t tell you i like your shoes/sweater/hair if i don’t. i will just bite my tongue, but if i really DO like, i will let you know.
if i compliment you it’s because i really mean it.
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how i mourn
tonight is my friend’s birthday party. i am boycotting. i barely slept last night and to be perfectly honest with you, i just want to be alone right now.
i have been pushing people away all week since finding out about my grandfather. strangely enough i have been pushing away people that are the closest to me and drawing closer to people that i wasn’t that close to initially. weird?
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family matters
today i got some bad news. it’s overwhelming and emotional. i know that i have no idea how to deal with my grandfather being in a coma all the way in hong kong. now, this is actually no real surprise since he has suffered from several strokes in his years, but the idea still sucks and takes over my thoughts/feelings with saddness.
i stop, think about him, my grandmother, my dad, his family...